Call it anxiety, call me high-strung, but no matter what you call it, I am “a worrier.”
I tend to be anxious. Words and worries run through me like cheesecloth, staying my mind on what I cannot control instead of resting on God’s promises for me.
With utmost care, I write each of my concerns on tiny, colored slips of paper, fold them and place them in the jar.
Now, what is in the Jar of Rest belongs to God and is held in His strong and capable hands, and not in my shaking ones.
Once a worry is in there, that worry is no longer mine to hold.
It belongs to the Jar of Rest.
So often I think I am at rest. I am very good at convincing myself that I’m not stressing about tomorrow, that I am patiently and quietly listening for answers to my prayers and watching for doors to open.
But here’s what I’ve learned:
If I am truly at rest, I am not wringing my hands about what might happen.
If I am at rest I trust that whatever the answer or outcome, it will be the right one.
If I am at rest, I am not wearing myself out madly racing to prepare, making lists of lists and carrying a weight that is not mine to shoulder.
If I am truly at rest, then peace like a warm, flannel wrap holds my soul.
Rest does not rush or worry or collapse under a wall of “What If’s.”
Rest intimately knows a loving God as Protector, Provider and Defender.
Rest waits with hope for the future, refusing to look back at yesterday for guidance.
Rest knows the reality of a tangible stillness that is only available in this moment.
Rest relies on faith, not works, and gives God’s desires for my life the top shelf, far above anything I may think I want or need.
To be at rest, is to know that waiting is not simply pausing the present while counting down time as something to endure – it is preparation for what comes next.
As I prayed today, God showed me that beside my Jar of Rest sits a golden chest the size of a brick. It looks just like the little treasure chest filled with goodies that I earned as a child for behaving at the dentist.
But this treasure chest is full of God’s blessings and gifts. It may look small, but when I reach inside I can feel there is no bottom – there is no end to what the chest can hold! And as I reach into the chest He says to me:
“My precious child, these gifts are all for you. They include My love when you feel alone, My strength when you feel you can’t go on, My joy in all things, and My constant, healing presence – all for your good. My supply is endless and you can take as much as you need or want. Now that you have emptied your hands of worries by putting them in the Jar of Rest, fill your arms instead with Me and my promises.”
Thank you Heavenly Father for your perfect rest.
Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.
(Matthew 11:28. NIV)